My messy week

Thursday, November 03, 2016

Spark is making this hard!

Awesome, that worked. I started the blog from the phone where the picture was, then I edited. So with halloween, and everything this week, I haven't been here much at all. I haven't even completely tracked, which is unusual for me.

I took the picture today cause I was feeling pretty and a little sexy. And...then I had a horrible day foodwise. I'm disappointed in myself. It wasn't any ONE choice that was bad. It was a culmination of higher-than-normal calorie meals, and some (4 snack size snickers) thrown in there. I am over by 777 calories today. It has been a long time since I've been over by that much, and I'm not happy. emoticon I've also had one or two more over days, but not by nearly that much. emoticon

On the upside, I have been rocking the fitness.. With my son in preschool, I'm walking about 4.5 - 5 miles per day. Sometimes more. The inches have definitely been coming off. I need new pants rather desperately. Also new bras!

Tomorrow is weigh-in day. I really hope I haven't regained some of my hard won progress. I think I will cry if I do! I know, it's just a number, but it's a physical representation of how I'm doing. I want to see the inches come off. I do. But I want that stupid scale to MOVE. I'm SO DONE being 200+ lbs! I want to get down to Onderland! I have wasted enough of my life being this big and inactive. I'm SO over it. emoticon

Here's hoping tomorrow doesn't reflect how poorly I've done this week. emoticon
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    I hope tomorrow does show a loss... but if it doesn't just take it as what it is.... just a number. The NSV are more important. Smaller measurements are much more telling. Also... use this feeling you have as a reason to recommit.... come up with a plan and put it in place when you feel like eating something not on your plan. You can do this... you do want to be in onederland.
    Good luck and stay strong
    1082 days ago
    I was over by 900...YAY tomorrow is a brand new day! We can do this. We just go forward and move on. :-)
    1082 days ago
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