Today still not good.
Thursday, November 03, 2016
We had a death in the family today. Then I hear news I didn't want to about mom. She hasn't past way but she is in that direct very quickly. I can't hardly sleep afraid some one else will find her before me. I did alot of cleaning today and tried to get back on track I know this month we are supposed to be so thankful which i am but for my family it is starting out to be a bad month with death already. If you ever realize death comes in 3s 5s or even 7s sometimes which has he even more worried. I'm just at a loss on what to do right now. I think this is why I have been so emotional this week. I really need to get back on track despite the heartache