Looking back I see all my blogs..
Saturday, October 29, 2016
have been real downers lately. I am truly sorry about that. There is just so many stressful things going on in my life as of late that I took a step back to analyse why this part of me comes out here of all places. This is what I discovered.
I have only a few close friends that I could share these feelings with and right now they too are going through similar things so I don't want to burden them with my woes.
My hubby is either all in supporting me or all out because he's had enough. Lately he has been all out. It's very difficult when the person closest to you doesn't really understand the emotional tie between my sister and myself. My parents are deceased along with my only brother and my closest aunt and uncle. So in my world, sis is all I have as REAL family besides my hubby. And the thought of losing her too overwhelms me.
So I come here to share (vent) my feelings because I won't feel judged that I'm doing the wrong thing, that I'm spending too much time with a loved one who can't make her own decisions right now. I'm just doing what I feel I have to do, what I want to do!
So thank you for putting up with my saga of woe right now. I know the situation will eventually resolve itself one way or the other.