Thursday, October 20, 2016
I still have not had any sodas. Today has been alot better than what yesterday was. Hospice is trying to make things right. They have mom an air mattress and a wedge to keep her off her but. I had parent teacher conference for my sister and the teacher gave my time to some one else so I had to go back after my time to talk to her. It was so rude. I hope everything starts to calm down. With me being a cna I know things can be done different. We shall see what tomorrow brings. I am staying under 1400 calories but this week it doesn't seem like the weight is coming off. I will take a sneak peek tomorrow before weigh in on Monday but I just feel like I am losing but gaining. I hope not since I am doing all I can I don't want to go under calorie i know that's not the right way to do it. I am so tired hope that tonight I can get some rest.