Too many brownies
Wednesday, September 14, 2016
Oops. The stress from this past week has just been way too much to handle. There's part of me that is angry that I will never have answers for how I was treated for so many years and they will never admit to wrongdoings. Everything I have done wrong or that they have perceived in the wrong way is like a Scarlet letter. Sometimes, we will never know why people decided they were going to be less than welcoming. People have the right to not like someone but not the right to be mean spirited and hypocritical. Some standards are so high, they can never be met and that isn't anything short of intentional. All the kind things you do won't rectify the situation either. The situation and idea they created in their mind without ever giving you an honest chance. Walk any sooner rather than later.
The reason people put up with toxic relationships for so long is because they have an addictive grasp that pulls you in and you are kind of chained even though you are trying your hardest to let go. That is the same with unhealthy food like brownies. My mind kept saying vegetables vegetables vegetables but the part in chains screamed BROWNIES! I caved in and ate too many. That doesn't happen often that there are not brownies in the house so they won't be my demise but self discipline is a must! :)
Luckily, everything else was fairly healthy and veggies made the cut and were consumed as well so that's a positive! It would have been better minus the brownies but let's not focus on what cannot be changed.
Have a healthy day! :)