Friday, September 02, 2016
John isn't doing so well !
Please forgive me if I repeat myself.
At this point sometimes I do believe I am losing it!
I believe I told you all about John test not being well.
In case I am wrong, his tests showed his liver cancer is still there and the spots somewhat larger. There is a cluster on his abdominal wall. They couldn't tell for sure just what it is. They didn't have any reason to believe it was anything else then cancerous.
Since then they have had to change his Chemo. The Chemo isn't working. Now, his bowels are slowed way down ! Even laxatives and hi-fiber isn't doing the job !
The oncologist said the other day that they are wondering if the cluster is the beginning of another blockage. John stated "no more surgeries ". The oncologist said he didn't think any surgeon would tackle it.
IT JUST ISN'T FAIR.
IN the last couple of days, his demented has changed. No more joking around. Can barely get a smile. No more teasing.