How many Day Ones do I get?
Sunday, August 21, 2016
I've been visiting SP only sporadically over the past year and my health shows it. Once again, I'm close to the heaviest I've ever been and I have a laundry list of health issues because of it. A couple of days ago, I had one of those God moments when He lets me know that He's tired of my hemming and hawing around and making excuses. In an incident unrelated to health, I was forced to face my out-of-control life. So this is my restart on a couple of different levels. Basically, this is when I, once again, try to get my poop in a group, so to speak. I have a little less than a month before my birthday and a little more than 3 months before the New Year. Both of these holidays symbolize new starts for me and I don't want these to arrive and catch me off guard, where I'm shaking off the rubble of my life and saying,"Yes, right, let's get started." I want to already BE started.
This battle to get to a point where I'm taking care of myself has been a lifelong struggle for me. I've learned so much along the way, but nothing has ever been enough to make me put in place permanent changes.
So here I am again. Walking and drinking my water.