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Sunday, June 24, 2007

I don't know what a "blog" is... this is my FIRST web page... I just use the computer for research, e-mailing and playing games sometimes... if it's a place to vent -- well, here I am... I'm so MAD at myself for letting this stuff w/my daughter affect my life so directly! I haven't walked regularly in the past week... maybe once... and I just KNEW this was the month I'd be all month long exercising... hahaha... but no... I always let life interfere... is it because I don't "want" to lose weight... I don't think so... I just don't believe I can do it anymore... and that's so damned depressing...

I always thought I had lived my life without regret... but now I regret not taking better care of my body at twenty... twenty-five... and SO on...

Maybe it's because I'm still fighting so hard to be in a "good" mood that I'm writing here today... I feel like "Pigpen" from Charlie Brown... with a cloud of crap always following me wherever I am...

I just want peace in my life.. and the health to live a long one...
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    Great job with the blog! Maybe if I can get back into venting on here I'll be in the kitchen stuffing my face less right? :)
    4017 days ago
    You nailed the blog!!! That is exactly what it is for. Don't let things get you so down that you give up on yourself. It is the baby steps in our journey that gets us where we are going. You have taken the first step and decided to change your habits and lifestyle. Way to Go!!! That is the first step in probably the hardest journey you will ever take. Good luck and keep your chin up. Get on some threads and vent to friends. Visit some sparkpages and see what others are doing to change their lives. Use the site to its fullest. But most of all trust the process. It may take a long time and you may get stuck sometimes and lets face it sometimes you may feel like crap and eating everything in the house, but stay committed and remember that the process will take you to a better, more improved you and isn't that what all of us want anyway?? Good luck and best wishes.
    4017 days ago
    That is a blog! I just thought it is to write your thoughts, your feelings and connect with others! You did it! My advice is put yourself first! Also, realize that life does interfere, you know the ole' two steps forward, one step back, that is the way things are going a bit for me but I never give up :)
    4017 days ago
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