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Been crying a lot..

Wednesday, August 10, 2016

I've been crying a lot randomly... My family is giving me hell constantly... Putting me down saying I'm ugly and fat... They don't even care that my BF just dumped me... I can feel myself slipping back into depression... I found for year to get out of it and now I'm falling back in... All I can think about is how they're right, I am going to die alone... No one wants me... No one cares... They'd notice the dishes & mess piling up because im not around to clean up... But that's it would be it... I can't end it all because I'm Christian.. Which makes it even worse because there's no hope of getting out....
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  • MILPAM3
    Time for tough love? What did Jesus say? He said to cast your burdens upon Him. This event has your mind spinning to the extent that Jesus has been left out. Go to the promises and continue leaning on them and on the Lord until the joy of the Lord can be your strength. A woman I know told of times she'd been hurt and she would sing the chorus "The Joy of the Lord Is My Strength" until she actually believed it and could rejoice. Praise the Lord, for He is worthy. Don't praise Him for this breakup. I don't believe He wants us to praise Him for the awful things, but for His consistency, His love, His promises...you get it. Make a list of the wonderful characteristics of God (or go to the Psalms if nothing comes to mind right away). Keep it before you and start concentrating on the good, not letting the bad consume your thoughts.
    Love, prayers & blessings,
    Pat
    1664 days ago
  • CHERRYMCJONES
    Hey there - this is all part of life's roller coaster of ups and downs. You are reaching out to us - your Sparkies - because you know we care and have all been there. This will pass, and brighter days are ahead. Focus on the good things 😊 big h
    1664 days ago
  • TANJARAATH
    I know what u are going through. I am on anti depressants and being overweiht does not make it any easier. But what can we do. Sometimes I also feel that it is not worth it but I have 3 kids. Maybe we should just try tomorrow again if we failed today
    1664 days ago
  • FAYESTRAUF
    As hard as life and unfortunately people can be...you need to be strong..love yourself, reach out and talk....been there :( I get it...
    1664 days ago
  • ZEBRALADY7575
    Suicide is never an option...Try n reach out to a crisis councelor they have them google ...they will talk to you over the phone for free...please know that your happiness is in your hands not...I repeat NOT those around you...prayer is always good
    1664 days ago
  • ZEBRALADY7575
    3) I am not mad...I am simply dissapointed...n hurt...I understand you are too...just think of all the positive around u...n know that bad times do not last forever
    1664 days ago
  • ZEBRALADY7575
    I said all that so you can understand that you are not alone..I just told my mother...ok I will b that! ...n although those words stung like hell...I know what I need to do in order to be happy...n that is block those who are mean n nasty out
    1664 days ago
  • ZEBRALADY7575
    1) You have 2 keep yourself positive despite the drama n problems around you...TRUST me...I understand...my mother just told me to shut up...by saying ...shut your fat...ugly mouth up...I do not know what I have done to deserve such harsh behavior
    1664 days ago
  • LADYT79
    Omg. I know exactly how you feel and I too struggle daily with the same thing. Many people don't understand how we feel and suggest "remedies" that don't work. If you need to talk email me ladytoni79@gmail.com we are helpers one to another
    1664 days ago
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