Decision made... AHHH!!!!
Thursday, July 21, 2016
Yesterday I realized I was trying to talk myself into why I should go for the new position, and I realized that as scary as it was, I believe that was the right move. So this morning before I clocked in, I applied online before I lost my nerve. Then I asked my boss if I could talk to her when she had a chance.
I was worried that she'd be upset or disappointed, but she actually smiled and said she was expecting it. In fact, she told me the manager of that position (the woman I'm not sure I care for), actually talked to her about how she hoped I would apply! She was even considering emailing me to see if I had any interest in the job. Wow! I would have never guessed.
While not a 100% guarantee, it is very likely that after the (rather slow) application and interview process, I will be offered the position. I am excited to be going back to a place where I know what I'm doing and have confidence, and I know I will be a power house to that department. I will not miss the stress or draining tediousness that I've been dealing with, although I do feel a little guilty for leaving the other ladies. My boss told me I shouldn't feel bad, and that I'm really needed in that other position, and she supports whatever will make me happy.
So after all the indecision and uncertainty, it seems changes are in store before long. I hope to make the most of the new hours and also make positive changes to my workout habits, making it a regular part of my day. :)