"IF YOU COULD TURN BACK TIME"
Saturday, June 23, 2007
If you could turn back time and had the option to change only one thing what would it be? The only thing I would change is the dedication I so gave to my previous job oppose to my 4 sons.I get angry at myself for that and I know that I cannot change it but if I could I would so fast.I missed so much of their growing up and I know they try to understand why mom was always at work.I feel the anger sometimes from them although they don't express it, I feel it. If you are a new mom out there hold on to those precious years no job is worth losing time with your kids, I know some times are hard and a job can be demanding but your children do not stay small forever. I wish I had the courage to walk away years ago.There is nothing absolutely nothing in my life I would change but that and believe me I had some tough times that I wish I could have changed but given only one option that would be from the bottom of my heart my full attention to my sons.