Friday, July 08, 2016
So I have yet again failed! Anyone who has read my page or goes and reads it now will see that I fail a lot.....I'm serious I fail so much. Part of me feels like it is because I set my goals unrealistically but they are not, another part of me feels like eh this is how it's been for so many years why change now, then there is that little pest in me who says who cares no one is looking at you anyways because you've been fat for so long and you bring nothing to the table.
Ugh why can I not succeed at this? Why can I not just get up everyday like all the other people I see on Facebook and Twitter and exercise and eat right? Why do they have it so easy?
I can't even find a recent full body shot! None not 1 in the past 6 months :(