May 6th 2016 Calorie Overload

Went a bit over my calories today... Haven't done all of my workouts yet to make up for any of it either. :/ Seems I have a wave of good days then a cluster of bad ones. I'm disappointed. In myself. In my progress. In my capabilities. In my time management. In the chaos of my life right now. There are days where I'm thrilled with what I'm doing and what I'm progressing to. Then there are days I can't look in the mirror. I can't believe how far away from my goal I am. I know it's one step, one inch, one pound, one day at a time. But it feels like a million miles away. I want to feel normal again. Not invisible anymore. Just have to hold onto that thread of hope that one of these days I'll finally reach that goal. Finally.....