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Monday, May 02, 2016

So tired all the time! Sick of fighting this battle with food. I feel like I will never win and I will always be overweight. I struggle with binge eating disorder among their issues (depression, anxiety, bipolar) and i feel as if I am defeated everyday. I feel like I am looked down on because I am overweight and it's a horrible feeling. I want to be healthy and feel better anit myself but I just can't get there. I have been on spark since 2008. And have lost weight off and on but I can't make it stick!!! I am in such a bad place right now. Just needed to vent
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    I am just wondering.. Have you been to a dr. to have some tests to see if everything is okay..are you depressed? There is a lot of support on Sparks.. you just have to find the right fit..we are here for you to cheer you on
    1362 days ago
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    Not everybody is meant to be a size 2 instead embrace your body and aim to be healthy.
    1362 days ago
    Take it one day at a time don't beat yourself up celebrate the successful, days
    1362 days ago
    I am sorry to hear this! You can do this!
    1362 days ago
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