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Onward & Downward - Making it Real - Making it New - Making it Honest

Sunday, April 24, 2016

I moved the scale to where I would love to find it in my not so distant future

Admitting that I WANT THIS - Saying yes

Challenging the fine line between acceptance and resignation...

I'm delighted to be down from 246 from 2010 and be at


I've been here a long time.
Was up to more and got back down to here... And HERE would be okay (acceptance and gratitude, yes)...

But when I'm honest-er ... when i'm honest in a different way...
When I am more available to hear/feel the voice that does not feel "successful" yet...
I hear that there is more to do

And... I am available now
to DECLARE that I want this.
(This is a bit dicey... for if I declare it... a goal, a DESIRE... Oh Wtf.... It's OKAY to say I want this. Heck, I'll make a vision board out of it)

Move that upper arm 14 lines... so that the lower measure can get off 150 and onto 100.

That's my Goal for next:
I am looking to move that bottom marker -- !!!
(That's my new/next "wonderland" - 150 )


Onward & Downward

More to say ... in next blog ;-)

XOX


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  • CHERYLA2012
    You do the work you need to do and you'll achieve your goal.
    You got this!
    784 days ago
  • TALLYFL
    You've already come a long way! Nothing wrong with setting a new goal, either. Take your time and, as Lisa says, look for heathy ways to get where you want to go!

    You got this! emoticon
    784 days ago
  • AAAACK
    Great job acknowledging what you really want. And I hope you also find good healthy ways to reach your goal, and be kind to yourself along the way. You matter!
    785 days ago
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