Ok, so yesterday I turned 51. I own it.
My daughter said, "so you're 39?" I said no way! I'm fifty-onederful!
She fell out loving that!
So my deal today is... do I have some sort of bi-polar disorder? I've been reading about bipolar 2. Hmmm... sounds a lot like me. I hadn't even heard of bipolar 2 before, until today, googling some of my issues.
Oh... let me say this up front... I'm not on meds right now.
I weaned myself off of meds I'd been taking for a year beginning in January this year. (Mostly an insurance issue, plus other stuff) anyhow.. I just thought that y'all might wonder. :)
Ok, I have these bouts of feeling really UP. Brainstorming plans to do this, that, lose weight, clean house, exercise, create, I feel so excited at the idea of getting my shyte together!!!
.... but... then I will flip and have bouts of feeling extremely down
. Anything I've shared during my "up" time I feel like I need to delete... actually I even toy with the idea of just exiting the whole social media thing because my brain is telling me No One Gives a Crap about your personal issues
... then I'll start feeling up again, ain't no reason why, perhaps something I read or saw...
and all this can happen over the course of ONE day!
It makes me feel so scatterbrained.