here I am again!
Monday, March 07, 2016
Been a while since I have posted a blog. The last one was in november 2015!.
I have been coming once a week or so. Reading some blogs and sometimes taking the time to comment one.
The main reason I have not been here much is lack of time. Between my family, work and school I don't have much time left. But I have been missing the exchange with friends that I was getting from this site. So here I am.
Right now, my main problem seems to be getting under 220 pounds. Since I joined Spark in April 2011 (wow! almost 5 years!) I have gotten close to 220 pounds at least 5 times. But each time it has happened I have stopped following whatever program I was following at that time and gone into major binging periods.
I have come to the conclusion that there is something below 220 that scares me. Scares me enough to sabotage all my efforts each time I got close to it. So the only thing left to do is to try and figure out what may have happened the last time I was at that weight?
I will have a talk with the weight loss doctor I am seing right now. Maybe he could help me find out what is it...
Anyhow. I am going to be weighted tonight. I should have gone under 220 this week, but had a binging session yesterday. So we'll see how much damages I've done.
I'll keep you posted on both the weighting and the possible reason I am doing this.
Have a great day everyone!