Trusting the process
Wednesday, March 02, 2016
Yesterday I had highs and lows of energy and motivation. Today a little different, but still feeling more eager to get things done. However, I can not always be doing, I need to learn to slow down. My brain and I are STILL at odds with each other.
One a good note, eating is way better. This month will be all about putting myself first. something I have never been very good at. Now mind you I do not have any little ones at home and now thanks to payroll deduction I have one less check to write out each month, which I really like. Now just need to re do the budget. So in this new month I am hoping that I can sop being wishy washy about my needs. I'm not sure if this is normal, or something I have dig deep on, but it is a real issue for me. Any suggestions?????????
Hint; Its a guilt thing because I only work part time. My love has given me so much, etc. We both started over, its been a huge struggle.