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Trusting the process

Wednesday, March 02, 2016

Yesterday I had highs and lows of energy and motivation. Today a little different, but still feeling more eager to get things done. However, I can not always be doing, I need to learn to slow down. My brain and I are STILL at odds with each other.
One a good note, eating is way better. This month will be all about putting myself first. something I have never been very good at. Now mind you I do not have any little ones at home and now thanks to payroll deduction I have one less check to write out each month, which I really like. Now just need to re do the budget. So in this new month I am hoping that I can sop being wishy washy about my needs. I'm not sure if this is normal, or something I have dig deep on, but it is a real issue for me. Any suggestions?????????
Hint; Its a guilt thing because I only work part time. My love has given me so much, etc. We both started over, its been a huge struggle.
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    This pic says it all. Let's plan our budget and stick to it. I ask myself several times - is this what I really need ? Because I live on a shoe string budget. I try to look at others who are less fortunate and take inspiration. Love and hugz, "Priya".
    1888 days ago
    I LOVE this photo and it is exactly how I feel today, although I'm pretty sure I know why I'm stressed out. I've been searching for a counselor - I just need to talk out some things and have someone say "yes, you're on the right track" or "not really, but have you ever thought of this?" I'm on Medicare with a supplemental insurance that is really good. BUT, they have to follow the rules of Medicare and Medicare really makes things difficult.

    I feel like by the time I find a counselor I'll need a psychiatrist to help me get over trying to find a counselor!

    Sounds like you are on the right path and you should be very proud of yourself. It's hard to put yourself first, I have been without children for over 15 years and still I'm not very good at it. But knowing that we are as important as others is the first step. I've learned that I have trust myself to know what is best for me!

    Have a wonderful evening.
    1895 days ago
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