Debbie Downer kind of evening...
Tuesday, February 23, 2016
Having a depressed kind of evening. I have my surgery on Friday. They will remove the gallbladder. I've done one of these laporo surgeries before but I still get really nervous.
The last two weeks have been rough. I have pain on the right and the left side. It feels like there is a downright knot in my back, right in the middle. I'm thinking my hiatial hernia that I suffered from in 2002 has become aggravated again. Although I don't know why now. I've struggled with tummy issues but I'm down 30 pounds from last year. So I really don't know if I'm going to walk away from this surgery feeling any better. I belch all day everyday. Its annoying. Its not reflux but just gas.
I had two jobs early in the month but neither of them will work out. One wanted me to work erratic hours, going in one day for an hour and then another day for 15 minutes. It was dumb. I can't afford to pay a babysitter when I'm only working 15 minutes on some days. The other was way too tough on me physically. My back almost buckled.
So I'm at home. Still selling some stuff online and making a little money. Its not consistent and I plan to put more time into it to see if I can make more.
That's all for now. Wish me luck on the surgery. Ugh!