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Debbie Downer kind of evening...

Tuesday, February 23, 2016

Having a depressed kind of evening. I have my surgery on Friday. They will remove the gallbladder. I've done one of these laporo surgeries before but I still get really nervous.

The last two weeks have been rough. I have pain on the right and the left side. It feels like there is a downright knot in my back, right in the middle. I'm thinking my hiatial hernia that I suffered from in 2002 has become aggravated again. Although I don't know why now. I've struggled with tummy issues but I'm down 30 pounds from last year. So I really don't know if I'm going to walk away from this surgery feeling any better. I belch all day everyday. Its annoying. Its not reflux but just gas.

I had two jobs early in the month but neither of them will work out. One wanted me to work erratic hours, going in one day for an hour and then another day for 15 minutes. It was dumb. I can't afford to pay a babysitter when I'm only working 15 minutes on some days. The other was way too tough on me physically. My back almost buckled.

So I'm at home. Still selling some stuff online and making a little money. Its not consistent and I plan to put more time into it to see if I can make more.

That's all for now. Wish me luck on the surgery. Ugh!
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    Will wait to hear from you on how it goes!
    999 days ago
    Good luck with your surgery. I had mine out a few years ago and it's the best decision I ever made. No more excruciating pain and I was back at work in 2 weeks.
    1000 days ago
    I'm hoping you feel so much better when you get the diseased gallbladder out. Sometimes a change like that can have positive effects in other areas of your life too. You have done a great job of losing weight and I'm proud of you! It's not easy.

    I have seen jobs where they wanted people to come in and work for 2 hours, go home and then return in 2 hours to work 2 more hours. You can't make any money that way. I hope you can find something much better than jobs like this.

    I'm going to be praying for you!!

    1001 days ago
    I'll be thinking of you Friday. You're life is going to be so much because r when you get through this. Hang in there.
    1002 days ago
    Good luck with the surgery!
    1002 days ago
    I hope your surgery goes well! I had my gallbladder removed and was so much better after. I hope the same for you!
    1002 days ago
    I hope the surgery goes well. That gallbladder pain can be terrible, I know. Get well soon!
    1002 days ago
    Best of luck in surgery! I hope you feel better! :)
    1002 days ago
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