Old me in 2009-2010
Tuesday, February 09, 2016
I thought I would share some old pictures of myself when I first start my weight loss. Both of them go back to 2009 and 2010. I was the must happiest back then. Not saying that i am not happy with my self now at 250. But back then I was on top of the world and in the game with my weight lose at that time. I was motivate to loss weight. when I went from a size 24 to a 16 back then, I was happy and push myself, to see if I can get down to 190 pounds. My dad was a live doing this time, but when 2010 come that's when everything went down hill for me, my dad, my rock, and my heart passed way doing that time I start back eating more and was emotional eating at that time. One of my family members told me what I was doing was eating to deal with the pain doing that time. I told her I was not and was upset that she would think that. but to be honest with you all that was what I was doing. Some time you have bumps that hit you hard before you can be whole again and people who let you know what is going even when you don't believe it your self . Thanks to my sister in law who help me see that and was able to come to terms with what I was doing. I am fine now and don't emotional eat anymore to deal with the pain and know that he is in a good places.
anyway here are some pictures of me back in 2009 and 2010
(good old myspace days)