CAN'T LIVE WITH THEM, CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT THEM
Monday, February 01, 2016
I am stumped and gave in to my emotion. I am going to have a bad night! I could feel it and didn't know how to crawl out of it. Got off work at 5 p.m. I could feel negativity in the air. I need to put me first, my emotions bring me down. Family emotions can kill me. There negativity causes me problems. I can't separate and I get depressed. There is anger, depression and pain that these people bring to me. All I want is relief from the stress. It is dark out and snowing heavily on and off again. I go to my computer and sit in front of my escape. I don't want to eat badly, I don't want to have a drink, I just want the pressure off sometimes. I just want to be light hearted and happy. But I feel trapped in my depression and there emotions.. Hopefully one night will not destroy my diet. Over the last twenty years I have gave all to everyone, even my emotions. I have a hard time separating!