Weight loss session #9872659
Tuesday, January 05, 2016
Seriously though. This has gone on too long.
I apologize in advance for what will most likely be horrendous typos. I hate smartphones, but do not feel like turning on the computer for this one lol
Anywho- back to this year's bash. 2016. Another year and another promise. 30 years and 30 promises even.... This year, however, has to be different. I'm dying.
Not figuratively, but literally. My blood pressure has gotten so out of hand that my kidneys are at the very beginning of failure. Every joint from my waist down hurts from either arthritis, a chronic sprain that never heals due to carrying around 250lbs for too long, or unknown reasons (speculated fibro or some other sort of autoimmunity). I can't see a doctor thanks to insurance issues (long story), so the only way I can even begin to heal myself, and not die by 40, is to do this once and for all.
I'm not sure why I felt the need to blab all this here. I'm the type of person who will talk about my bodily fluids all day before I talk about the important crud. But I just felt the need to get it out. Hopefully I will find some new friends here this time (I've been on this site for about 10 years). Hopefully I will find encouragement. Hopefully I will encourage someone. I need to win this time. Who's with me??