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Tuesday, December 01, 2015

Since 11 Sept 15, it's been all this time I'm away from my work place and my daily routine at work, I started feeling foreign to my job... So hopefully the day after tomorrow I'll go back and the previous supervisor I complained because of sexual harassment and power abuse will be gone...

I don't understand why everybody is seeing it as a positive thing for him being gone, because what I see is everyone is letting a person who caused me nightmares to get away with it and just slip from his fail, and he gets no punish.... Every other day he is doing even more guilt, like losing the documents about work, losing the equipment bought with government money, and when I try to tell people aren't you gonna do anything? People just try to cover him, let him get away with all this and trying to calm me down...
They are sending me a new supervisor next week and I'm mentally not even ready to make a new start with another person, without taking a breath, taking leave or adapt to my work place when I get back...

One more time life is throwing difficulties at my face and saying "Here, you gotto handle one after one, one after one, you can't take a break, you can't quit, you are not given any better chances, but you gotto DEAL"

Taking a deep breath...

Imagine how much would you feel treated unfair, and not valued when they let the harasser/offender to slip away with no guilt, no action on him, and like they are letting the evil win...

Many times, at many places, at many examples... I've seen the same thing, the evil is always being let to win... Even tho I know this I still can't stop fighting against the evil...
I sometimes tell myself what are you doing? Don't you have fear, you can lose this lose that... But then I say to that voice shut the f..k up! I've never been a coward and will never be...

But my courage sometimes scares me that I can put myself in trouble, because dishonest never likes their dishonestly to be recognized...

But the honest people... We gotto talk the truth no matter what... Other wise we're letting the evil win.... Some how, sometime, somewhere people who chose to be evil will pay for who they are, and what they did....

I am not forgiving anybody who did wrong to me and asking God to get them as the best time...

I'm leaving everything upon God's decision and I know for sure... God will manage this better than me ... Everyone will get what they deserve...

Whoever been unfair to me and mistreated me I'm complaining them to God... And I'm asking God's fair decision...


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  • no profile photo CD15944386
    I know how you feel! When i was around 9 years old, my aunts boyfriend at the time molested me. The police were called and nothing ever ended up happening to him. I believe the family dropped the charges! I still to this day get upset about it.
    1963 days ago
    I'm eager for you to get back to your own workspace. I like Naomi's thought to look forward. This guy is not in the picture anymore and you're doing an awesome job taking care of you!! I want to hear about the party & food your making!!!
    1982 days ago
    I understand how it could feel like he's getting away with it! I'm so sorry you're having such a rough time with that situation. I really hope you feel more peace of mind soon and less stress, whether it be that something is done or that you find it inside yourself (or both)! emoticon
    1983 days ago
  • no profile photo CD15510977
    Hope it works out for the better stay strong
    1983 days ago
    No one deserves to be in a work environment like that. I hope that your new boss has the wisdom to coach and develop you as you should have had in the first place.
    1984 days ago
    Life is dealing with one situation after another. It can be exhausting and unfair and frustrating, but it's life. It's how we respond to these situations that define us, whether we're happy or despondent*, whether we keep a positive attitude or spread negativity. Being happy - much like being healthy - is a choice we make every day; heck, every moment. Let this go. This jerk is gone, at least you no longer have to deal with him. Let the universe deal with him. Instead, focus on yourself and creating a healthier, friendlier relationship with your new supervisor and letting the past go so it no longer clings to you. You can do this!

    * Not including clinical/chemical depression - that is your brain lying to you and I know personally how much extra stress you get from depression!
    1984 days ago
    this guy being a part of your life. Time to move forward and make 2016 a great year for you!
    1984 days ago
    It happens like this a lot, unfortunately. The positive is that you were taken seriously by the higher-ups, even if your chain of command dropped the ball on this. You were strong, you made it to the conference, and a new year is approaching without
    1984 days ago
    I hope your new superviser will be a good boss.
    1984 days ago
  • HOOTIE02
    Amen. I had a similar harassment problem years back. They let me go.
    1984 days ago
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