I can't stop eating!
Wednesday, November 25, 2015
No seriously. I can't. I don't know what the heck is wrong with me for the past few weeks. Usually I get this way around that time of the month but only for two or three days. I figure it's only a few days so I don't worry.
I've started eating a late-night snack, which is something I've never been prone to do in my life. I've also been craving sweets. Also not usually a thing for me. I'm more of a sucker for fried foods (cheeseburger and french fries...yum) and that's what I have to work to avoid.
Yesterday I had a shake with lunch. I mean that's something I do like once or twice a year and I plan it but yesterday it was spontaneous. Then I went to dinner and ate stew. No biggie. I get home and my son makes quesadillas and I eat a half of one of those too. Then about two hours later, I'm sitting on the couch and I think "I would really like a snack."
Then I literally smack myself in the head and say "What the hell are you thinking? You don't need a snack. You aren't even hungry. What's wrong with you?"
And here's the problem folks...I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME!!!!
I feel like an out of control monster. I just can't stop eating. The only saving grace is that I've been exercising like crazy and so the scale hasn't gone up much. I hope these holidays don't totally derail me. Arrghhh.