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Breakdown imminent, 11/24/15

Tuesday, November 24, 2015

Without hyperbole I can verifiably say that I am on path to a major breakdown. Work is killing me. My depression is rearing. I am letting projects slide. I am less friendly. I am disappearing. Strangely, I have lost weight but been bingeing and not exercising. Go figure. I'm not quitting anytime soon. I need to at least fix my own fear of setting boundaries and start really protecting myself at work. If the shenanigans and depression continue then I would be happy to look elsewhere. But I am an overworker. This is largely a ME problem, exploited by a very needy organization. It won't be much different elsewhere.
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  • EARTHRUNNER
    Swlf-awareness.is the first step. Maybe you can find a support group to help you work through this. Know that there is a way through and you can get there. Taking a time out for yourself is a mist! Sending love and healing your way.
    971 days ago
  • KTWEB37
    ...just to rant/talk it out. Prayers and best wishes your way. :-)
    971 days ago
  • KTWEB37
    ... May have other health issues as a result of your stress/dedication to work. I know exactly how you feel, though and really hope that things improve soon. I will keep you in my prayers. If you would like to add me as a friend, feel free to message
    971 days ago
  • KTWEB37
    Trust me, take a few days off and go do something relaxing. I have been where you are and you need time to rest and plan out what you can do to reduce your stress... And exercising will help. You are losing weight because you are losing muscle &...
    971 days ago
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