I am still alive and I am still working hard on losing.
Thursday, October 08, 2015
Well, things are not going quite like I thought they would. It looks like there is a small chance I will not become the manger of my store after all. It is not because I can not do the job but because of other girl being a total a whole and pitching a fit about she was told she could have that store. She has not proved herself with the store she has so I do not think she should get this store but it is not my call. I am going to work hard and learn all I can in the slim chance I get the mangers spot. I was really down about this and it really bother me. But I sat down with my boss and we had a long talk and she made me feel a lot better about the whole thing. She said if it was up to her there would be no way that she would bring her to our store to run it. Which that made me feel really good. But we both know the choice is not hers. It is our big boss's choice. So I will let God work it all out from here. I am not going to keep myself in knots over it any longer.
With that said, I have been doing really good at tracking my food. Maybe not on here but I have been writing it all down. I keep forgetting that i have the app. on my smart phone. LOL. I have been trying to remember to use it. But anyway, I have been trying to drink a ton of water and get in a lot of veggies. I have not been doing my bike at all. I have messed up my ankle and it hurts when I use my bike so I have been really pushing myself at work. I have been making sure I walk a ton when I am there so I can get in a ton of steps and on my days off I will go to Walmart and walk around just to get in more steps. Because it is to hot outside for me to walk. But anyway, I am working hard to get in shape and get healthier. I had a little bit of a slip up I will not lie. I fell off the wagon because of the fight with my hubby and all the stress I was putting myself in with worrying over things I can not control. Well, I am going to call it a night but I had to let everyone know I am doing okay and I have my head back in the game. Hugs and love to you all.