9 Months Since Broke Leg.. Struggling Daily Still..
Thursday, October 08, 2015
So it's been over 7 months since I blogged or checked in.. My weight has stayed consistent around 245 to 249. I've noticed that for the past 2 years I've remained in the 240's range..
Here's the crazy part.. So we all know that losing weight is eating your vegetables, lean protein, water intake & exercise yet I still remain FAT, OVERWEIGHT!!!! Why can't I get the method down, why can't I get myself together??
I absolutely hate the weight that I'm at.. Yet, I still want to eat all of the foods that I know are HORRIBLE!!! I literally ate a slice of cake & pizza today before writing this blog... I've been working on increasing my water intake.
Part of me fears going back to the gym, I fear what my broken leg can handle now.. I still haven't worn heals in 9 months.. I just feel like I'm in such a rut.
It's so crazy that we go thru this constant circle of feeling bad & that just causes us to want to eat more, then the circle just continues.. I'm just tired of feeling like this.. I refuse to do surgery but sometimes I just wish there was a MAGIC PILL that would just take my fat rolls away!!
I just needed to share my feelings..