So sorry to hear about your diagnosis. I do love your attitude though. I believe there is a reason for everything. I know you're a teacher and you enjoy teaching. Maybe this diagnosis will somehow bring you to a teaching position with children with MS. Every child wants a teacher who can relate to them. This may be the beginning of a journey to a very fulfilling life. One never knows.
Please keep bloging here and know many Sparkpeople here care about your journey and wish you the best and want you to keep us informed.