I am so tired

Last night I could not sleep at all. I was up until 1 am and it is now 9:30 and I am bad up. I don't like nights and days like this. I just want to be able to sleep and relax. But my mind is going 500 miles an hour and I am wanting to move everything in my bedroom again. I hate days like this. LOL. I am so silly sometimes.

So yesterday my youngest turned 15 years ago. It is hard to believe he is 15 already. I got him a really silly card yesterday and he laughed and laughed at it. I am so glad because I was not sure how he would take it. It is like I woke up one day and all my babies where grown. I wish it did not happen so fast. I miss buying all the toys and little things they use to love. But I am so proud of my boys all three of them. They are all growing up to be fine young men. My oldest moved away to do something different he wanted to say he left the state once in his life. He is home sick but sticking with it. My middle son is trying to figure out just what it is he wants out of life. I am okay with that. And my youngest is just trying to make it out of High School with out any issues. So I am proud and happy with how they are living their lives right now. they are all doing something to make them happy and that is the best gift they could give me.

Now if I could just get motivations to do move then over think things I would be doing great. lol. Well I am going to jump off of here and do something fun. Not sure what but I will figure that out in a bit. Love and hugs to you all.