Saturday, August 29, 2015
There's been so much going on this past month, I'm exhausted and feeling pretty beaten down.
We suffered two losses of family friends, one of them my father's childhood friend, the other my grandmother's friend. People who were always a constant in my father's side of the family.
My grandfather was in hospital after a big fall off a ladder. He's now home and praise the good Lord for keeping him safe, it could have been a lot worse. He's not recovered yet since he broke two ribs and his collarbone, but he's doing better.
Then the bf is also moving and has been promoted at the same time, so his hours have been 6am-10pm most days the past couple of weeks. It's been crazy trying to move his things when he doesn't have a car and doesn't have any time, yet it's got to be done. I've been getting about 5-6hrs of sleep each night.
And this week after the big rains our house got flooded again. I don't even want to go into that, it makes me so angry to think about it.
Caring for myself has definitely fallen on the wayside this past month. I've been maintaining at about 73kgs so at least it's hasn't been a huge blowout. But I just finished a workout now after two weeks of slacking. And I feel so relieved to know I've done something positive about my health I cried after I finished my workout. I know it's silly but it's all been pent up this past month and I'm grateful I'm healthy enough to move.
Getting emotional again, ahahaha just typing it. I don't ever want to give up on this year to be my year. I can still get to my goal weight by december if I focus on it and accept no excuses.
God bless you all!