Instead of crying...
Monday, August 03, 2015
I need to get my butt moving and reduce my bad food intake. I just stepped on the scale this morning after avoiding it for a long time and YIKES!!!! I am almost at my highest weight again and this time around it is not because of my pregnancy. My daughter just turned 6 so it is all me. Looking at that and then looking at her, I see the need to change my ways and fast. I made us a plan to start training for 5ks together and (thanks to Grandma) is enrolled in dance class. I feel like just a terrible mother sometimes, a terrible person who is letting her own selfish ways getting in front of her daughters health. I need to make this change for the both of us.
I turn 30 this year and I do not want to see 31 still being this overweight. I need to make this change happen, so tomorrow we are going on a hike in the hills near by and starting our training by jogging to the park. My own journey will see me headed to the gym at 4:30 tomorrow morning for my goal of 10 days a row at the gym.
Thinking happy, healthy thoughts.