Monday, July 27, 2015
Here's hoping that August goes more smoothly than July has. I've been so stressed and frustrated with everything going on lately that it's sapping all of my energy. I was so excited about the move and Jon's new job, that having it all yanked out from under us brought both of us pretty low. I haven't been motivated to do much of anything. It probably wasn't the best time to decide to quit drinking soda, but so far that at least has been going well. I did drink about half a can yesterday afternoon, but once I had enough to kill the craving, I handed it over to my husband to finish for me! And that was the last can in the house, so it won't be there to taunt me any more! Now if I have a craving, it will have to be bad enough for me to go to the store and get some more in order to give into it!
Hopefully this week my husband will find out when he's going to be able to get the shoulder surgery he needs, which will tell us whether or not we can proceed with my plan to go back to school, since he'll be put on active duty during the recovery time, so we'll actually have an income still. I don't think we'll be able to move closer to the kids before the school year starts as we had hoped, which is disappointing since we have been planning to do that for over a year now.
Time is winding down for me to have to give notice at work if I'm going to, so I really need answers ASAP! Having to wait for other people to decide our lives is driving me crazy. We were so close to being able to move forward on our goals, and now we're back at square one again!