DAMARIS135

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Cried in the dressing room today

Saturday, June 20, 2015

I went to the store to pick up a few items. decided to stop in the make up aisle and picked up a lipstick and lip liner. I have been feeling a little more confident lately. It's a nice change to just feel like I don't have to hide. when i used to go out i wanted to just be invisible. I was always afraid of walking into someone i hadn't seen for a while. I don't know if it was in my head but when ever i did run into someone despite polite smiles I always felt like I could hear them loudly saying to themselves what happened to her. she's gotten so big. Today was different. i even let myself walk into to the clothing area, a place of anxiety before was now a little exciting. I eyed some jeans. last size jeans i wore were size 18. they were getting big so i put them away. I originally started at size 20 though. I looked for some boot cut size 16's. all gone. I spotted a size 14 and grabbed them mentally preparing myself that they might not fit but to see how close it would be. I found a cute pink dress...A dress dare I? I grabbed some shirts as well. I put on the dress and was happy I could fit and despite not having a good supportive bra I felt pretty comfortable. I snapped a picture and my phone died. bummer. I breathed in and went for the jeans. slipped my legs in, buttoned them and to my shock they fit!!!! I was so emotional that I started practically sobbing. What a nutter I am lol. I walked out all red eyed, sniffly and very happy with myself. It's these moments I look forward to on this path I am taking.

I later came home and found I managed to get the picture!

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  • GARDENCHRIS
    emoticon emoticon emoticon good for you!
    1673 days ago
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  • JJQR-M
    Way to Go! So happy for you! I can understand the rise in emotions when you have worked so very hard for something and you finally see it pay off. Tears are totally justified! Well Done! Keep up the great work! :)
    1674 days ago
  • MITCHSTA1232
    Oh yeah! Your hard work is paying off! I also started at 20 and am going down! Congratulations! 💪👍👍👍👍👍
    1674 days ago
  • ILIKEIRISES
    Congratulations! WHat an inspiration or me to keep on trucking and keep working at this healthy lifestyle! Thank you for sharing your joyous moment! Great job!
    1674 days ago
  • MARINGAL
    Soooo happy for you! ;o)
    1674 days ago
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