I'm back....

Monday, June 08, 2015

So it seems I disappeared for over a year. My life has been nothing but a roller coaster in that year! I met someone April of last year. Someone I went to school with and had a crush in high school. After 20 years we met back up and fell head over heels so I thought. I think at this point it was just me falling. Not even a month after he moved in with me he had a relation with a girl in SC. He blocked me on Facebook so I wouldn't find out but I did. He moved out when I told her the truth about me, but she didn't believe me. He kept coming around treating me like his girlfriend, but went down to SC to be with her in December. Came back to me with lies that I went straight to her with. About a week in to January he had another girl listed as his girlfriend and went to be with on Valentine's day. He talked to me while driving there. It didn't work out with her, so he spent 3 nights with me in March. Then he stopped answering my texts and phone calls for about a week, then acts like its me avoiding him. It had been 3 weeks since I had seen him, and over a week since I spoke to him, and last Thursday he text me saying that I'm ignoring his texts and phone calls. He came hear acting all loving and sweet. His son likes my kids, and my kids like him, so we ended up hanging out a bit Friday too so the kids could all go swimming. I do love him, more then I loved my husband, and I do get down on myself over this. He moved out of his moms, but I know he is not telling me the truth about where he is lying. He said he's with a male friend. I know I need to let it go, but it so hard. I cry often about this, but it's time to make a change in my life for the better. If it's meant to be it will be. Good things have to happen soon. I'm going to try to be back every day to check in. Tomorrow should be brighter.
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    I am very sorry to hear you are going through all this. It's so hard when you love someone and they are not treating you very well.

    I want to ask you something. - Does this man DESERVE you? Does HE deserve YOUR love? You are an amazing woman who deserves to be treated with respect and love. You deserve to be with someone who wants to only be with you.

    This is strictly my opinion and I in no means want to offend you in any way. But you sound like a truly remarkable woman and great mother. Don't waste time on someone who doesn't deserve a great woman like you.
    2139 days ago
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