Trying to Claim my Life Back - Day 2
Wednesday, June 03, 2015
Later after submitting my blog yesterday, I continued on my journey to healing. I treated myself with things that I don't normally treat myself to, such as an Amazon shopping spree for some new jewelry and a vanity mirror to perfect my makeup. I then spent sometime looking up new looks I could try on myself to boost my confidence for Day 2 (today). And that's when it happened... my body jolted... and I knew immediately that I had fallen asleep straight up in my work chair! THANKFULLY, my boss wasn't in his office at that exact moment, so he didn't see me. But I was filled with such shame. I normally don't enjoy stimulants, but I had decided on an Adipex to keep me awake for the remainder of the day. You know, so I wouldn't lose my job... :/
I felt great after that. I got off work, had one of the best workouts I've ever accomplished, and ate a super healthy dinner. The dilemma is that I wasn't able to sleep very much last night, as I should have known to cut the Adipex in half since I haven't taken them in a while. Ugh! So much nausea... I should've slept in my bathroom instead!
Anyway, so today is Day 2. I had my Shakeology already for breakfast, and have healthy food scheduled for the rest of the day. I also have another gym date scheduled for after work. My biggest accomplishment however, was trying a new makeup look for the first time in about 2 years. And I was very happy and excited about it! I felt beautiful! It was my first time ever wearing any type of color on my lips and having a bold eyeliner with natural eyeshadow, but even the color alone really brought out my smile and made my lips look healthier and fuller. Here is a snip of the post I did on Facebook:
As I said... I was VERY excited lol. My energy is starting to run a little low as I'm writing this, and I'm guessing due to a crash that will surely hit me soon. For a while I was running off of sleepless energy, but the energy is fading. *sigh*, my goodness... what did I do to myself? Day 2, failure already? I'm not going to say that just yet. I'm taking this one segment at a time.