Days until vacation: 24 - Keepin' it real
Tuesday, June 02, 2015
If you've ever been or maybe still are a binge eater, you know how hard it is to overcome the urge. I've been pretty successful these past couple of weeks, which is a huge accomplishment for me. It's pretty rare for me to go more than a single week without a binge, but so far I've overcome the last 2 weeks. Yup, 2 weeks binge free. I give credit to the Food Tracker and tracking every little bit. I just have to keep with it, that's the thing.
Weekends are killer for me. I like to take my kids out for ice cream and go out to dinners. And right now I am really dedicated to my goal so we've been foregoing those things. They have really not said anything about it, but I still feel guilty. Like I'm taking away their treats. But if it doesn't matter to them, I shouldn't feel guilty. I think that I should feel like really, I'm doing them a favor. But that's not the case. Once again, I am imagining that it's one of those things that will come with time and I will eventually get over it.
Oh, oh, I bought a dress of a Facebook sale group. I had posted looking for size XL maxi dresses. I met up with this young lady today and when I saw her, had a hard time believing she was ever a size XL, but I bought the dress. I got home, and much to my dismay, looked at the tag. The dress is a size Medium :( I tried it on to humor myself (and feel like I didn't get screwed out of $12) and it actually wasn't too bad. It's a little tight across the top. What do you think?