WHY...Am I Still Fat when my house is full of healthy food!?!
Wednesday, May 13, 2015
Uhhhhh.... I am so pissed at myself today. For about an entire week I have fallen off the grid. I would do so well during the day then BOOM... nighttime. And all bets are off. Last night I counted 26 times between 8-11pm that I actually opened the fridge door. Sometimes walking away with a treat and other times walking away empty handed.
I am actually thinking of getting a lock for the damn fridge. I have all the "good, healthy stuff" in the house like bags of salad, fruits, smoothie mixes, protein powder, and plus I cook my food. SO WHY THE HELL AM I STILL FAT...... the bad food still goes in my mouth and a week later I still have unopened bags of salad taking up shelf space.
I am so sorry for this rant but I really need to get this out before I explode, or cry, or just staple my lips shut with my industrial stapler here at my desk.
Ok that last comment made me laugh at how rediculous I sound. (Breathe)
Today I just feel defeated and tired of always taking 2 steps back when I am on a good streak. I wonder if I will ever get this right.