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Hoping those April showers are bringing May flowers

Sunday, May 03, 2015

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I certainly cried enough during April. I spent the first day of May crying as well - it was a month since things ended with my guy, and it was a really hard day.

I deserve some May flowers now, please.
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I've been trying to treat myself well, and going to the gym often. I've lost some significant weight since we broke up, and I've been eating well. I've been drinking a lot, which I am curbing (as of tomorrow, anyway).

In an effort to treat myself a little, I bought hair extensions, some new clothes and booked a trip to Vegas for May long weekend. I've been on one date, and have another (with someone else) this week -- not looking for a relationship, but I am just trying to get my mind off of the ex and remember that I am sought after.

May Goals?
emoticon Get in to the 220s (ambitious, I know)
emoticon Work out 200+ minutes per week
emoticon Lift weights 4x a week, cardio 3-4x a week
emoticon Smile more

Things are starting to get a bit easier, but I am still fighting for my happiness. Here's hoping by next month, my happiness will be around permanently.
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