...and now for something completely different
Thursday, April 23, 2015
or completely the same. I'm not sure.
But I do know that I can't continue living like this. If I don't change, nothing will.
So what is stopping me?
What am I afraid of?
Am I afraid of staying in pain?
Am I happy in staying like this and constantly hiding under men's XL shirts?
Am I afraid of actually being seen as desirable?
No matter how badly I want to be svelt, what's holding me back?
Do I not feel like I'm worth it?
Is it better to live in pain & fear?
Is my addiction to carbs THAT strong? I can only liken it to heroin.