I thought life would finally start to get a bit better, but thou and behold that is not happening.
My brother, Bill, is still on his way to recovery and it will take a long time but things are going good so far.
And a big THANK YOU to everyone for all the support and encouragement.
Now life is kicking me in the butt another time.
My husband who went through detox for alcohol in November 2014 just started drinking brandy yesterday. This morning before I woke up he was on his 24 oz. can of beer. His comment was: "At least I went a long time without a drink." An hour later he's headed to the garage. I asked him where he was going and he was planning on going to go buy more beer. I told him if you get pulled over and loose your driving license, oh well, too bad, because I'm not driving your butt around. And before you open your mouth to ask me to go get you some, it's not happening so just go to bed.
Really, come on, it's been 6 months, not 6 years.
My goodness, am I being tested for something and if so, what is the reward?
I will not stand by and watch him do this to himself and me again.
If this continues one more day I already have a small suitcase out for him to go do his drinking somewhere else. And if he needs the larger suitcase it is within reach.
And, fortunately, my MS hasn't been stirred up anymore yet.
Please pray for Ken that he can get rid of his demons and get through this.
I appreciate all the help, support and love all of you have been sending my way!