Decision: Week 2
Sunday, April 12, 2015
OK. I have made a mindful decision to really commit to this 5% challenge.
That is not to say I didn't commit before. I truly did. Really.
My struggle is always the weekend and holidays.
During the week I am a machine.
I track everything.
I exercise almost daily - and very intensely. My Zumba class is SERIOUS... I look like I showered by the end of it I am so dripping with sweat.
I just get the better of myself and I rebel. Against whom? Against myself.
I act like a petulant teenager when I say to myself, "Why CAN'T I have that ----?"
The fact is, I CAN. I can have whatever I want.
I am choosing not to. Or I choose to have just a taste. Or I choose to have something else.
I have decided to re-commit to my goals.
I want to lose 15 pounds by my next birthday. That's in October. I don't want a quick miracle. I am giving myself time.
I want to do this right.
Blog more regularly.
Exert more control on the weekends.
Utilize my Spark resources to the fullest.