An absolutely awful week, and how it's getting better
Saturday, April 11, 2015
Some of you might know, but a week ago today I was dealt a really crumby card - my partner of over two years decided to end things. Skip to the next happier emoticon if you don't want to read details!
To say I was blindsided would have been understating it immensely. We had the kind of relationship that everyone we knew envied, with love and compassion and without fighting or anything beyond minor disagreements. For reasons beyond his control, I don't think he could see things for what they are anymore. And he decided to bow out.
The wallowing period is over, my couch and Crying Cave were my home for four days but these last three have been getting better. I still have really hard time eating, I just feel nauseated or even outright throw up. I've been going to the gym a lot, and the scale has gone down quite a bit, though I'm not trusting it to stay there once I get my food back on track. Starting with just simple proteins, lots of veggies and some dairy and grain.
ON A POSITIVE NOTE
My Winnipeg Jets are in the playoffs!! I just can't WAIT, I will have to get to at least one game.
I also wanted to say a huuuuuge thank you
to my Champions in the Kitchen teammates for checking up on me. I haven't had the ability to go back and thank you all individually but it meant a lot to know that someone cared. I know things won't be magically better now, but things are moving up.