trying, has more than one meaning.
Thursday, April 09, 2015
Trying my patience. I have been trying to walk but so many obstacles in my way.
I was so disappointed in myself when I got on the scale at the doctors office Monday.
I have to own it and work thru it and change it.
I am trying.
I am eating healthier, for awhile I wont even lie, or sugar coat it, and speaking of sugar, that is pretty much what happened to me.
I went totally off track and was eating cookies and cake and ice cream and pie and I dont even know why.
What was causing it, probably just boredom of sitting in the house so much. During the very long 2 weeks of snow and ice that kept me home.
No more excuses, and no more lying to myself.
I cant lie when I get on the scale, I have to take responsibility for what I do and eat.