Back at it again
Friday, March 13, 2015
It has been 3 years since I lost posted anything on this page. In my "back" from SP I had moved to another city for a fresh start got a job then most recently I got laid off and now moved back to my home town. I thought when I came back home was to focus on my weigh loss and go back to school to get my masters but I have to admit I was feeling pretty hopeless. A lot happened in 2013 that broke my spirit and I haven't really bounced back. I start something and I give up before I have a chance to change. . .if that makes sense. And now because of all the emotional eating while in this funk I have gained weight and its the biggest I've been in a while. So I believe this is my wake up call and I need to do something before I balloon back to where I was when I was 14 (195lbs) and I don't EVER want to see that number again on the scale. I just need to find that inner fire that help me loose the weight back then.
I've done it before so I know I can do it again but I need to dig deep to find the determined Angie I know I can be.
Its not going to be easy because my food allergies and digestive issues ( I've been dealing with this for 5 years now) but I know I can do it. . . . I just have to start and NOT stop. Pray for me please