Once More, With Feeling....
Tuesday, March 03, 2015
This is my second reboot....they say the third times a charge, though I am now about health not weight/inches.
I've had a rough couple of years, personally and socially. After a deep depression that no one cared about.....ok, I lie.... My husband and kids cared, but no else NOTICED, I started distancing myself from people who seemed to not really be good friends. It wasn't just them, at least not most of them.
I finally broke totally free from the group after a drama-llama concern-trolling message (including getting upset over what I choose to post on MY facebook wall) and then a public blowout between myself and the person I used to be the closest to.
I realized that part of my whole self-love journey included honoring myself enough to let go of people that didn't care at all about me.
My word for 2015 is "becoming"....I am sick of feeling crappy about the unfairness of situations. I am grabbing life by the cojones and living NOW, not waiting until I lose XX amount of pounds or feel like I've earned it by suffering.
I was accepted into the 2015 Curvy Yoga Teacher Training and leave for my first module at the end of March....my closest friend is a complying me to East Nashville as moral support....I've been paying for the training monthly and have booked a place to stay through AirBnB for us.
I'm scared and nervous and excited and happy....this is the perfect next step in my self-love journey.
Other info- I had foot surgery in July 2014, so my foot still feel odd and it took me off of my mat for quite a bit ( pain before then recovery).