Down but Not Out
Friday, February 13, 2015
Hey guys I need some encouragement. I'm a mood eater and the tension in our home right now is so thick you could cut it with a knife. My husband appears to have lost his job. Rather not go into the details as to what happened but suffice it to say he was sent home on Tuesday and told he would be off the rest of the week. he spoke with his boss yesterday adn was told he would be off next week too.
I'm trying very hard to remember that I didn't cause this and there is nothing I can do to change it. But I want to cry and I want to scream. I'm sad. I'm mad. I'm confused and totally upset all at the same time.
I will admit I've been coping this week by eating. Trying to make the things I stuff in to stuff down what wants to come boiling out as healthy as possible. I stayed away from Tim Hortons every night this week when all I wanted to do on the way home was pull in for a few donuts to make the drive home more comfortable.
The weather sucks. My mood sucks. Any words of encouragement would be appreciated.