Try again for the upteenth time
Monday, February 02, 2015
My husband and I have been sick for several weeks. I haven't ate as well as I should have. I baby sit a one year old and a 3 year old about 2 times a week and on those days I for sure do not weigh and measure. My granddaughter thinks that I shouldn't leave her sight and my grandson thinks that I should share every thing I am eating. I enjoy them though even if they do wear me out.
My adopted daughter is having her 3rd baby in July. Thankfully we were able to take her and boyfriend to courthouse to get married. Her biological mother came to see her for a couple of weeks that was stressful also but we got along alright. We both agreed that neither one of us was able to inspire our daughter to clean. I fought with her for years and finally for the most part gave up on it and pray the Lord will help her get motivated.
I just can't seem to climb out of this pit of depression. I have had quite a few close friends and relatives pass away in the last two years. I sure miss them. I have a dear Aunt with Alzheimer that I use to visit with alot and I still do but of course she doesn't really know where she is and it is so sad. She was the Co Pastor of our little Church for probably 30 years. I have had some wonderful christian people in my life and I am blessed. I hope and pray that I can be a light for other people that they have been to me.