Years can pass, but when you hear that voice, your memories awaken.
Tuesday, January 13, 2015
Honestly I am looking back at the past few days and feel I've binged on each one of them. This is a weird place to be emotionally.
Verrrrry long story short: mom left when I was young. Few sightings of her, then gone. I haven't seen her in 15+ years. Then BOOM she contacted me last week and announced she was flying out to see me this coming Friday (!!!).
I'm completely emotionally confused, wrecked and just plain weirded out. Need to get myself together.
Am amazed at how much this has seemed to shake me.
Amazed how my eating habits and daily attempts to exist with my pain seemed to temporarily collapse like a tower of playing cards.
I need to take these next few days by minute by minute increments to stay sane.
Hoping that a mini blog would sooth my frazzled emotions a bit. Feeling very much like Beaker from the Muppets currently. Hrrrumph! Oh wait, I mean, "MEEP!"
Massive hugs of support for you all to have a SANE day with food and emotions. Good grief, I need that myself!