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because every over weight girl knows what this feels like

Sunday, January 11, 2015

I've been called fat before , who hasnt? I've thought of being belemic , anorexic , everything I've tried it. I don't want to be fat anymore , I hate looking at my self in the mirror and hating what I see , I want to wear those cute clothes that aren't in your size because your not a double 0 , I want to know I can go into any store ans know it'll fit , I want to run and not be winded , I want to look better than my finances ex's . There all so tiny and I'm not , but at least I'm doing it because I want to I want to be happy with me , I ain't doing it so you'll be happy I'm doing it for me l. Yes.I have a lot of stress who dont. That's no excuse , I will no longer pro long my efforts because I'm tired , I'm lazy , we.will never get to where we want to be unless we strive daily , I'm thankful for the women I've met on here who has been motivational , I can help motivate people to but in all reality if your craving chocolate chances are 98% of the time your gonna eat.the chocolate , and you should sometimes , but don't go over board , you can't eat like a rabbit for forever , weight gain isn't just from food , it's from stress , medicines , people with sucks metabolism (me) , heart breaks , basically everything , but don't be the type that loses all that weight and judges or makes fun of someone who's bigger than you because remember we've been in there shoes . To always be skinny would be Awesome , to be the girl who can eat everything and still be tiny would be amazing , but I'm not that girl and I never will be , it's time we except who we are and push forward , in the end we worked for out bodies and we earned them , that's more than most people can say , I guess what I'm trying to say is 've happy with who you are , don't hate yourself because you gained a pound work your butt off and show the fat who's boss , where what you want and feel beautiful because you are , need a friend ? Text me , snap chat me , email me and we can do this together I don't care.if your 1,500lbs I will always be there on your side with judge free eyes , want to see how fat I am ? What my stomach now looks like ?lol I'll show you , you know why because I have been in your shoes , I have lost weight and gained it and lost it and today I'm telling myself we.are.going to do this , no matter what it takes. Ladies and gentlemen , love yourself , I challenge you to write something you hate and something you love about yourself . Comment it as I will to , I love that I have such a caring heart , I HATE my stomach.
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    I love my figure, working on my stomach. Awesome post!
    2314 days ago
    You are soo awesome!!! I love this, it is exactly how I feel. 💟👍
    2342 days ago
    I'm pretty sure I love you. lol you took the conversations with myself inside my head and made a blog out of it.
    2343 days ago
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    I think o have a headache from reading that. I love that I'm working out again. I hate that I let myself go the last 2 years!
    2351 days ago
    emoticon I love my figure (just not the extra weight I carry lol), and I hate that I can still talk to myself in a negative manner... but I will improve on that as time goes by.
    2352 days ago
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