What to do when the heart starts to ache??
Sunday, January 04, 2015
Not the way I wanted to start the new year but I think avoiding social media (with the exception of Sparkpeople.com) might be a good thing.
I've come to notice over the recent holidays a group of friends have been avoiding/excluding me. I wish I could openly ask what's going on but I have a feeling the answer will be that it's all in my head (I've had that response before).
I know I'm not perfect and make a lot of mistakes. I'm an adult and I feel childish while I type this. Yes, I understand in the grand scheme of things this is petty and not important. It's just that I have a hard time making friends. I thought that I'd finally met a great group of people. Guess I'm just not the kind to 'click' with others.
My instinct is to make a huge mug of hot chocolate (with extra sugar) and stuff my face with chocolate. While getting to ready to act on this time honored habit I thought I should make a stop here instead.
How is it that I am an adult but can feel like such a child?
I think for the next few minutes or so I'm just going to do some chores and try not to succumb to the chocolate monsters.
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